Turmoil

tur·moil [tur-moil]  

noun
1. a state of great commotion, confusion, or disturbance;tumult; agitation; disquiet: mental turmoil caused by difficult decisions.
Synonyms: agitation, ailment, anxiety, anxiousness, bedlam,bustle, commotion, confusion, disorder, disquiet,disquietude, distress, disturbance, dither,ferment, flap, flurry, free-for-all, fuss, hassle*,hectic, hubbub, lather, mix-up, noise,pandemonium, pother, restiveness, restlessness,riot, row, ruckus, stir, strife, to-do, topsy-turvy,trouble, tumult, turbulence, unrest, uproar,violence, whirl
Antonyms: calm, harmony, order, peaceNotes: tumult applies only to people, while turmoil  is confusion and agitation for people and things; tumultuous can describe things and people

(It is happening in me and around me.)

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